Sad moments
Do you wonder how one day you wake up all tiered and sore and don t now why, I didn t sleep wrong nor did I do anything that would make me fell this way, and you think, and you think, five minutes go by and you fell like crap, It finely came to you, that it has finely hit you that someone you love and look-up to is no longer there, For hours and hours you cry and cry, and you just won t someone to talk to but are too upset to go to anyone for support, there is someone out there to talk to and you don t have to go far for it, there is people that love you even if you think the whole world hates you, we all love you and love everyone
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Why is it
Why is it that your women can go out with her girlfriends, but when us guys wont to go out, it like why do you wont to go out, why don t we both go out we haven t done that in a while, you think to you self but we did that last week , but when your women go out and we ask to come out with you , you come up with stuff that make us guys fell small, don t you trust me what you think ill go home with another man or do something that I shouldn t ,
We fell scared that, that will happen, and that we don t wont too loose you to someone else, I will say this that we love only one women it s you and you only and that nothing in the world can take me away from you , My heart is yours forever, so is my love
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I fell so lost
What s happened to everyone in the world, does everyone think they can have it all, Having everything is not the key, you can still have a good life with out most things, you may think this is all bull-shit but hay, think of the people who live in a third world country, you see they have only the bear minimum for the day let along the week sometimes the whole month, so think of this when you go and buy a new product that you don t need but just have to have, think of why you need it, go on save your money and don t buy what you just wont and don t really need. Have a good life
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When you re gone
I always need time on my own, to just get thing back on track, for me a lot has happened in the past year, think have been so hard, waking up in hospital with all these machines around you, so confused, you start to cry not knowing why you are there, your head hurts really bad, you just wont to get out of this place, you cant talk but cry, your mouth hurt, you realise you had a car accident, but you think hard for hours and hours why you are here, you wonder but I was a good driver, all you can do is cry one week go by and you are on you way to another place not knowing what to expect, it a rehab centre, you come too realise you were so lucky and that you have a good life to follow you, you will be annoyed from time to time but are lucky to be alive
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What a year
What s wrong with Everyone, does everyone think different of me, why is that I am the same as you, I may have a brain injury, but hay I am trying my best, you may say what an idiot and what so-ever, but hay I am no different then you , don t count me as different, it sometimes hurts you now, I am doing my best to get my life back on track but had some hurdles on the ways and I will say this that they went small, thinking this is so cool, that hay cool I got my car license, it gives you more freedom to start to do things that you couldn t do before, but a short time after making a wrong decision, not taking drugs or drink drive, it was that I was on the way to work while I was driving I made a wrong decision , later on waking up in hospital, not knowing why you are there all you can see is a lot of machines and having only your mum beside you, it made me start to cry and cry for minutes, time goes by and you cant talk or think that you can walk or not, my head was hurting so bad it was hurting 130% more then a standard head ache, one week passes or a bit less or more, all you could do is sleep , you feel so tired, you get told it is time and you have to go to another place, you think but you need all the help you can get, why move me now, but they say don t worry the place you are going to is a lovely place, it was strange at first but I was comfortable with it all, what I am saying is that I am so lucky to be her and that I have had people there when I need someone, or someone needed me, still a long way to go , but am sticking in
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??? Women ???
What has happened, why did this happen to me, did I deserve this, I was the man you wonted me to be I was always there when you needed me, ow ill say that again I was their for you whenever you needed me and I was able to be there, I loved you and no body else, but one day that fell apart for me, it was a bad day for me, it made me cry and cry, not to anyone but myself, it when on for days, women can get anyone who they wont, for us guy it take much longer to find someone, someone to hold and love, men can get anyone when they put there mind to it, all you women act like no sorry I m taken 9 time out of10 you are but hay what happened to the 10%, yes some guys are not the type of guy to date, but hey most of us guys are just trying to get to no you and you shut us down, think about this, You shower in the morning (or at night) to remove dirt, debris, and otherwise stinky stuff from your surface, to make yourself more presentable, right? It even makes you just feel better being clean, doesn t it? So Whats wrong with you don t smell bad, in fact you smell and look good
Ever notice how women will reach out and touch a cat?
Men, too, will often find themselves irresistibly attracted to pussies cat hmm (of one kind or another)... There s just something about them. It s perhaps more true of touchable hair than it is of Pringles potato chips, that once you start (or 'pop' in the case of Pringles), you just can t stop.
What I saying is that I need to stop this and go looking for women
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