I was in a Coma for 3 Months and 1ce I came too, I was in a Padded Room wearing a Diaper. I was 75% Paralyzed but verry determined too make myself better than before. After 6 Months of Extensive Physial,Occupational,Speach.Therapys I was Released now how did I. Wreck? Well, I was an alcoholic and yes I was Drinking this day/night. It was very windy and the Wind blew me off the Road and thru a 5- Strand barbed wire fence. The bike as well as myself kept going "71' Yamaha 1000 cc fully Dressed" Now I thought I was guna be fine but I got very depressed when a Person I met off the computer came and I thought it was Love? But NO she used me Stole everything I owned and tried to kill me 2 with Sleeping Pills," When I awoke the next day to fine my apt. empty, I felt that I had nothing else to Live for but the only way I thought of was to Drown myself. So I took a 5 & a 10Lb. Dumb bell placed them in my book bag from College and jumped into the Pool where I still lived before I got Evicted...I figured that I could Drown cause IM unable to Move my arms to stay afloat. I had thought of meny different ways but I had NO reason to want to survive and be Worse off than Presently. All I cannot truly do is Run & type with both hands but I am trying too adjust. And as you all know Easier said then done !!!!!!!!!!! I went down not 1ce but 2nd to NO evail the Weight took me down but it was as if God or whomever you choose to call your higher Power... Just as long as you do truly believe because their is 1 Was as if He/She would Plug my nose and cover my mouth, the harder I tried to Swallow water into my lungs the tighter the grasp over my face was !!!!! Well, now to my BIG mess-up...

I thought that there's NO way anyone would ever love me again, But I found her an Angel. In Florida and she's a Great Person who truly loves me for the outside Where it truly means the most. But dog gone Society has you brain washed thinking that you must have a Lifestyle and a Wife that Resembles Leave it to Beaver's Mom...

That's the furthest thing from the TRUTH !!!!!!!!!!

This Angel who is my wife now of almost 2 Yrs. June 14th 1997. Whom I do truly love but it's a little fuzzy when it comes in being in Love with her Due to Society. She has given me everything and asks for Nothing in Return but the 1 thing I seem incapable of giving her "UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, " I felt as though I was but and am still capable of Providing her of that.Well, IM guna close now or this could & will be a short story.Now this Angel my Wife too whome I am devoted too is Paychic and can Read People's Emotions as well as most thoughts. . Sorry if it seams as if i'm Either running off at the Mouth or saying things Repedably but i type as thoughts come too me {:oD Boo Boo My Theresa Means the World too me and theirs nothing I would'nt do for her . I DO truly love her but as she got me to Realize last night I will never be in love with her , as she says !!! But i truly belive that the day will that i will be but as for now i can say that I am in love with her , and I fill as if i truly am , but she feels differanntly, Now we brought another Woman into our household that Theresa fills close to like a Past Sister and she's a very god Person , she helps out tremendessly keeping Theresa happy they have started a buissness together, Mainly at the local Flea Market but theyer going to Place it On- Line as well and it's caled T & M Enchanted Goddessess Gifts. If theirs anyone out their who upon Reading this has any thoughts, Feelings or comments then Please E-mail me
Thank You In Love & Light, Randy AKA Roo

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